There comes a time when you need to say goodbye to someone you really care about. It may be that it's not working out any more or you could be moving forward in your life. You know you will miss each other and will always love each other, you may think you wont keep contact but you will. This brings me back to a quote I read a while back.
"A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to revel another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate's purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and you addictions, break open your heart so new light can get in, and make you so desperate and out of control you have to transform your life."
In time there is always a reason deep down, you may not fully understand it right away, one day you will see how if you didn't go that you might not be where you are at that one moment when you realize how if you stayed you would of missed out on so much. Yes, you could of been happy for awhile and maybe you could of made it last. But you would always be wondering what if...
I may not know why I did what I did but I only hope it was for the best. It was all in vain to pursue my dreams. I promised myself I would accomplish them, and nothing would get in the way.
I'll always think of him, no matter what happens in life.
Sorry.

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