Oh How He Smiled..

I'm currently missing someone I honestly only knew for a couple weeks, but have you ever met someone and you knew that you and them were something other worldly together? That's what I'm missing. Someone I can talk to about anything and share everything with them and they open up to me too...

I haven't seen him in a year and its really hitting me now how much I actually miss having someone to talk to.
I can't wait to go to California in a two summers.

Leather.

I was looking on Etsy for Macaw feather (cruelty free) and I finally found an amazing one, ps this is for an extension when my hair is finally long again, and I ran across this journal (the first image). I love to journal and to write it just liberates the mind of all the day's stress so I naturally clicked on it to find out that journal was for Taylor Swift! I immediately clicked on the website and saw all these journals that are so beautifully hand made and customized for you. You can choose the leather style, and even add a monogram. Surprisingly cheap. I can't wait till I finish the journal I am on to get, hopefully, this one below, it's also hand painted.
Here is the link for the site enjoy :) http://lovetojournal.com/

Time to Say Goodbye...

There comes a time when you need to say goodbye to someone you really care about. It may be that it's not working out any more or you could be moving forward in your life. You know you will miss each other and will always love each other, you may think you wont keep contact but you will. This brings me back to a quote I read a while back.

"A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to revel another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate's purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and you addictions, break open your heart so new light can get in, and make you so desperate and out of control you have to transform your life."

In time there is always a reason deep down, you may not fully understand it right away, one day you will see how if you didn't go that you might not be where you are at that one moment when you realize how if you stayed you would of missed out on so much. Yes, you could of been happy for awhile and maybe you could of made it last. But you would always be wondering what if...

I may not know why I did what I did but I only hope it was for the best. It was all in vain to pursue my dreams. I promised myself I would accomplish them, and nothing would get in the way.

I'll always think of him, no matter what happens in life.

Sorry.

Unitasking

I recently heard of unitasking, where in stead of multitasking you only do one thing at a time. Such as homework or eating or writing and such. Which is harder than it sound actually. I noticed when I was doing my AP Lit homework I kept check the computer, the T.V., and my phone which made the process of doing my reading quite longer than it should of been. Studies show multitasking doesn't really work too well, and if you think about it, it makes a lot of sense.

So try it. Try unitasking it actually works!

How Things Work

Isn't it funny how somethings work out. How you think a moment could never gets better does. You can't wait forever for something to come back, all forward motion counts. Solitude is sometimes life remedy to relieve the demands of the social light. It's beautiful. When someone comes along though that you can share what you learned in solitude then that is a true bond of the souls.

Tunesday

I am very into music and my favorite blog does this I would like to give it a try. So every Tuesday I want to find a new band and read about them and post their music on here for hopefully one day my readers. The first band I'm going to do is called The Dead Weather.

A blues/grunge band from Nashville, Tennessee made up of Alison Mosshart (of the Kills and Discount), Jack White (of the White Stripes and The Raconteurs), Dean Fertita (of Queens of the Stone Age), and Jack Lawrence (of The Raconteurs and The Greenhornes). I must say also that I adore The Raconteurs.

When you hear the passion and the rawness of Alison's voice you are just breath taken, and then you hear the shrill cries of Dean's guitar. It's magical. The influences of Janis Joplin, Patti Smith, Sonic Youth, Captain Beefheart, and Led Zeppelin are heard through out their music.

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Stoney

So this is Stoney (one on the left) and that's me when I was probably 10. This horse is the reason I am here on this Earth. He is beautiful and wonderful. I swear every girl needs a horse, then no girl would ever have to doubt herself. That girl next to me is Mary, she is my best friend, who recently moved to Cincinnati for college. It's quiet a hard time on me, I miss her terribly. Back to Stoney I've owned him for 11 years and he's everything to me. We've been through each other being hurt and both of us took care  of each other. I love him so much, it would kill me to ever sell him. We've grown up together, he's my truest best friend. Even though we are both dreadfully stubborn, we learn to get over it and forgive each other. He's my everything..

And this is us today :) I secretly wish he'd turn into a human, cause he would be my dream guy. That may sound weird but you would need a horse to understand.